January 2012
Fall in love when you're ready, not when you're...
I want to kiss someone and feel something. someone that I actually really really like. trouble is, I don’t actually like anyone at the moment. but that’s not really what this rant is about.
I haven’t felt sparks or fireworks or electric shocks in years. no excitement, no tension or anticipation or build-up to that first passionate kiss. no lingering before the kiss. no romance,...
Sometimes when a person means that much to you,...
“what might have been lost…”
The past is the past.
Finally.
I can't find the tattoo I want
arghjdbs;podiufghsldfkgj. I want a lovely classy shooting star tattoo and I can’t find a stencil that I actually like.
frustration!
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
“I tried to do handstands for you, but every time I fell for you. I’m...”
– Chairlift - Bruises
“We’ll fall just like stars being hung by only string.”
a summer playlist
If the Night is Dark - Seeker Lover Keeper
Daisychain - Lady of the Sunshine
Knees - Peter and Kerry
Port of Call - Beirut
Brandy Alexander - Feist
Houdini - Foster the People
Lordy May - Boy & Bear
Between Two Lungs - Florence and the Machine
I Follow Rivers - Lykke Li
Bloom - The Paper Kites
Here Comes the Sun - The Beatles
John Wayne Gacy, Jr - Sufjan Stevens
Santa Fe -...
it's like this:
with these sorts of nights, they never end well. well… that’s not true. it’s quite nice really to hook up and sleep with someone. but, was it because I genuinely liked the person? not particularly. I am an opportunist. and I beat myself up about it later. it’s not healthy. but whatever. I just feel like shit and I’m spiralling at work. it’s wonderful timing,...
I hate standing around at clubs by myself waiting for my friends. I end up looking like such a retard!